Thursday, January 26, 2012

Kohli's Struggles with Success


It shows on the field, comes out every time Kohli scores a big one or passes a landmark, and even in unfortunate press conferences. Kohli’s actions seem like an endless attempt to prove to everyone that he belongs. As if there is an eternal struggle in his mind, where nobody believes in him, and he is constantly lashing out at the world for doing that. It is ironic, because what he sees in the world might just be his own reflection.

Everything that he does comes across as a slap to the world’s face - “Eat that you ****** non believers!”. The body language betrays anger when there should be elation. And as much it baffles Arun Lal, I have to admit, it makes me question Virat Kohli’s belief in himself. He handles each accomplishment like it is yet another thing that he has proven wrong. Chest thumping that seems to overshadow the sense of purpose does not paint the picture of a person who knows he belongs.

The planets have conspired to present Kohli with the most beautifully scripted opportunity to be a significant part of Indian Cricket for a long time. He doesn’t have the world to prove a point to, only himself. He most definitely has the talent, and has certainly started his journey in the right stride, but that is only one side of the equation. 

Until Kohli can score a hundred and know that it is the only reason he is here, and embrace success like it is born out of brilliance and not wrenched from the hands of mediocrity, there will always be a gap between Kohli ‘the newbie’, and Kohli the Champion.

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